Reflecting

So I just had to go through my blog and delete off some foreign comment off of EVERY single post since my blogs creation. I don't know what that was all about but what I did realize was how much fun and how blessed my life truly is. I realized how much weight one can pack on in two years, how much fun you can have with your spouse, how your beginning in a marriage is so exciting, and how pictures of your sweet baby make you appreciate everything you are given. Being a mom has been AMAZING yet not working has been really difficult. I feel at times that I have lost part of who I am when I quit my job. I took immense pride in my work and always did well for myself. It pushed me to my limits and I lived for that feeling. By looking back through such silly things as blog posts I have realized that my work away from home is not what matters. My husband, my sweet baby girl, these are the things that define me. By working in my home and really pushing myself is how I am going to be happy. I need to really put all the energy I used to put into work and put it into my home. Meals, a fierce budget, keeping a super cute house, I think it's all possible. I need to find a hobby though and just incorporate my Keeley girl into it. She's getting to be such a fun age and I am sure that I can find something with her that I will enjoy so much more then I ever enjoyed making a spreadsheet or typing a letter. Thank you Blog for bringing me back to the joys in my life.:)